These days

I will remember these days as I get old.. times of a true mixture of emotions one could imagine, sadness, happiness, betrayal, jealousy, misery, relief, anger, longing, love, hate and many more... When life brings you to a standstill you are bound to experience feelings and situations out of the box, as in things you could never fathom you would do.... I am proud to be here yet so miserable as if I doubt if this is just a zest of my destruction or is it going to be a phoenix resurrection.. either way since I cant figure it out I just have to let the nature decide its course of action...

irony

Funny how life brings us to unknown stands and stages... one moment you are sure of knowing somebody and the next you are perplexed, confused and not so sure anymore. You detest someone for as long as you know him and in split of a second your whole built up character of his comes crashing down and vice versa. Trust is a word I have always tried to know the true meaning of, and now I find myself in a maze. truth and trust are never "absolute".